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mende ni..4 bende ni...ak pn xtahu la..mane satu yg btul n mane satu yg 50-50 n mane satu yg xbtuln mane satu yg berkecuali...

hidup ni mcm2 org ade...
ble ckp psl agama lg best...siap ade yg ckp cmni..

"kalo nk cari gdo..bincangla psl agama.." haha..
plek2..
xsepatutnye jd mcm 2..
tp 2la hakikatnye..

tp skg yg best...ske tgk org melakon kn watak2 hipokrit dlm hidup dorg...best siot..
ak nk tegur pn cm ...sape jela ak kn...tp..
ble ak ckp cm ni...myb ade org akn ckp...

"sedangkan org yg minum arak pn,kalo die nasihatkn kte,kte kne dgr..."

btul x...?

tp..kalo ak trus tegur...mungkin org akn kate... "eleh...ko dlu pn cm 2 gk...pe kurang nye..."

haha...ak ske ble pk mende2 ni..n bg korg..mst anggp mende ni xde pekdah lgsg kn...hurm...tp 2la..
dlm situasi cm ni..
ape pilihan yg ptut kte bt... ptt tegur..?
or patut bt xthu je...?

yg lg best...dlu..ak pnh kapel...nk kate satu penyesalan pn xjugak la..tp nyesal 2 adela...haha..sbb bdo sgt tyme 2..myb sbb nk ade gf je kot cm org len..xnk ngalah..last2..makan dri sdri...haha..yg best nye..bkn ak nk kate yg kapel skg ni xelok...tp.biarla ade tujuan akhir....ape matlamat kapel...n kapel 2 kerana ape...
adakah kamu menyintai nye kerana Allah...? kerana..itulah sebaik2 cinta...mane yg kwn2 ak yg tgh or otw nk kapel..pkir2 kan la..
ak nsht dri ak jugak..sbb ak rs cm hepy je tgk kwn2 ak yg da kawin...mle2...mmg ak plek...awl gle korg kawin weh..rumate ak plak 2...die gelak je...
pas 2...
bru ak tau cte..
die dlu tyme mle2 approach bini die...gne islamic nye care...sbb 2la kawin awl..ble parents da setuju...kawin jela..

pas 2...ms de org akn kate...mcmne la nk bg bini die 2 makan...blaja pn xabeh lg..ni mmg best...bg ak...2bkn alasan...sbb...die pikir ikut care laen...die tahu...ble mendirikn umah tangge atas name Allah...insyaAllah..akn dimurahkn rezki bagi mereka....n hidup ni..xsemesti nye mengejar kekayaan semata2...tp kejayaan..dunia da akhirat...

ak akui..ak mmg jht...perfect 2 jauh skali...jht yg ak mksd kn ni bkn la merompak ke ape ke kn...just bende2 yg xptut ak bt...ak bt,2mslh ak skg...2je...ak xtahu la ble nk dpt ubah mende 2..

ckp psl ubah or berubah ni...org slalu ckp....manusia boleh berubah...
n Allah pn ckp...tp...kne bt sdri...xde bantuan org len...bg ak plak..ni pendapat ak la..bkn mksd ak utk ckp yg pe yg Allah ckp 2 xbtul..jgn slh phm...

bg ak...manusia ni ssh nk berubah...sgt2 ssh..lg2 ble da besar..pe yg bley menyebabkn seseorg tu berubah...?

dying...

2la yg bley bt org berubah...termasuklah ngn org2 yg dipilih oleh Allah utk diberikan hidayah oleh-Nya...

mcm de sorg ni...nk kate kwn pn..nthla..
xtahu la ak...kwn la kot...tp cm pe je...ak pn xtahu npe...ak try cntct die...tp xde respon...n then..ble die respon...die kate ak sakitkn ati die...haha..ak pn xtahu npe ngn die...plek jugak...ak tny la...die jwb nth...ak rs...die smpn dlm ati la 2 kot..n die ialah seorg perempuan...yg myb..ak xkn respect da...ok..korg mungkin akn kate..sape ak xnk respect org len..mcm la ak ni hbt sgt kn....

tp xpe..korg nk kate ape pn kate la...bg ak...ak ske n rs ape yg dr house ckp bnyk yg btul..wlpn die nye care xbtul..just amik yg bek saje...

die kate....

"people get what they get...not what they want or deserve...."
"i respect people who deserves respect"

haha...yg ni bg ak mmg btul..xde slh nye pe yg die ckp ni....sbb...kalo pk2 blik..logik....

ak bg cnth...dlm game bola...men 90 minit...kate kn la..team A ball possesion die 70% pas 2 team B plak 30%...tp team B yg menang....mst org akn kate....

"ooo..kami sepatutnye menang sbb kami kawal game...."

tp...last2..what counts...? the goal scored....btul x...?

haha...ak pn da pening da...nk tulis ape lg pn xtau...

tp yg penting...bt sesuatu..bia ade matlamat n tujuan...ade mutual understanding...dont plan for failure....or think what if sumthing fails...think how to prevent it...or find the solution...but prepare for the worst..not taking anything 4 granted....


salam...

-syidi89-